See the little girl
The one who stands alone
Who looks around and smiles
Swings the axe and says I'm done
As she looks at the floor
At all the bodies lying there
She begins to laugh and laugh
And finally says you never cared
You never noticed me
Or all the pain that I went through
But my pain is finally gone now
I gave it all to you
And if you were alive now
I'd ask you how it feels
To know true pain like I do
All the hurt that never heals
But there is one cure
To the pain that never stops
I'm sure that you could find it
All you cowards, all you mocks
Take an axe and swing it hard
Feel your head begin to clear
And as she
Feeling the footsteps
tread up her spine
Hearing her ribs crack
one by one
Coughs and spits blood
now the feet run
Jumping and pounding
bouncing on her back
Feels the bones crack
Is this breath her last?
Feels no more pain
She has suffered enough
The feet leave her now
Bloody and mangled
Broken and torn
She feels nothing
Hears nothing
Sees nothing
Everything she's strived for
and missed
All she ever lived for
Meaningless now as
the sound of approaching feet
Running and kicking and stomping
Fall flat before unhearing ears
And in her last seconds she feels happy
for the first time
What can I do to
Get away from this wall
Rising up before me
Looming ominously
Dropping bricks like bombs
Crushing my hopes and dreams
Every time I look it
Rises higher in the sky
Until I can't see the top
I try to jump over
And fall back to the ground
Defeated yet again
I try to crawl under
But I'm crushed by it's weight
Trapped by my own fear
As I lie, unable to move
I realize that
There is only one escape
And as my life flows away
I know that this is right
If I avoid you
I'm sorry
What I'm really running from
is my own insanity
And if I hurt you
I'm sorry
What I'm really fighting for
is a little peace from me
You see I
had a dream
You were the one I saw
You looked at me and
You said I'm crazy
You hate me
And I knew that you lied
When you said
I'll be there for you
And I will always help you through
All the hard times and the bad times
That get in your way
But I saw you that time
I saw the lies behind your eyes
I know you hate me and despise me
I feel the same way too
You see I
talked to you
When I would have pulled the trigger
You just laughed at me
And said go ahead
I.
The boy who played with fire
Burned his house down, they say
But what exactly happened
To that boy, on that day?
Let's start from the beginning
Get the story right this time
And just to add some spice
Let's even make it rhyme
And so this boy's story is really true
He found a match out of the blue
He discovered a keen thrill
Like a hunter that makes a kill
He liked to watch the flames grow
And see the match head glow
Flames eating everything in sight
He burned himself that night
II.
As the match burned towards his fingers
He felt his interest grow
Instead of blowing out the flame
Or letting the match go
He held on and
i know
if i put my hand a little closer
to that candle
it would burn.
yet here, so close
there is only cold,
seeping in through seams of my
clothing through
fresh cuts on my
body let the frost inside:
bleak
bitter
cutting cold
admitting from that tender flame
dim light, jumping shadows...
no heat.
burrowing under
my single white sheet,
smooth cool metal
table beneath my still body beneath my
dead body beneath my
cold skin.
i wonder how i got here.
last memories of
dark, life
extinguished and
pain.
and now -
icy bite digs into
rapidly cooling flesh, digs into
nerves that should not be feeling,
skin that should
Sleepless Tonight
take your coat off and stay a while
my arms will serve as a haven from your sorrow
let me be all you have until tomorrow
And then may i stay with your thoughts until you die.
i wish you could hear my screaming whispers
my yearning for just one kiss
how it would be no ordinary bliss
i'm sleepless thinking about you tonight...
lay down your head and feel my warmth
i can see the longing in your eyes
and how your love reaches beyond the skies
and i don't want our time to die tonight
when your gone my soul is lost
and the void can not be filled
your absence has left my heart chilled
and numbed my mind as well
i'm
More of You
Now I wish you were here
So I could run my fingers along the crevices
Of your silent fears and allay the trembling in your heart.
I'm trying to free myself and you
From these detrimental precautions we take
To not be as attached as transparent glue.
You cannot see how I love you
And it keeps changing...
The feeling that breaks into pieces
And then builds itself into something more beautiful
Each time you feel it
Next time breath it
In.
It's the feeling that contrives a song
But the tune keeps fluctuating
The melody cannot stay situated,
Yet everytime it becomes more complex,
Every time it protrudes enchantment.
Current Residence: Amherst, MA Favourite genre of music: Rock, Grunge, Progressive, whatever. MP3 player of choice: Winamp 2 Favourite cartoon character: Eric Cartman Personal Quote: Now let me close my eyes because I don't wanna see anything anymore.
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